Hey guys.I'm a bit....distressed to say the least.Last night,completely unexpectedly,Clarence passed away.He was about 10 years old...died peacefully in his sleep,in his little kitty bed...

I...I'm not really sure what to do with myself at the moment.I know that sounds awful,but it's true.My sister took it harder,seeing as it was more-so her cat.I joined the "family" after Angel's death.I had to stay strong for her,and it wasn't easy.I'm not used to being the strong one in the family - having to hold my tears in.I am,afterall,the youngest in the house...

I still went to school today.It was a deal I made with my parents not to miss anymore,so I could skip school for Anime Boston.It was hard...and very slow...I broke down.They sent me to a guidence councelor to cool off...Finally,the day ended.I went home and passed out for the first time since last night. (I couldn't sleep...) But I still feel tired,drained...I even lost my appetite completely.I'm just not up for anything anymore.My sister's screaming when she saw him dead,they won't go away.They keep replaying over and over and over in my head.It's beginning to drive me crazy,in a depressing manner....my guidence councelor said I needed closure.He said it could help...but...how am I to do that?I don't know anymore...

R.I.P. Clarence,it was a good,long run,and you will always be in my heart...

Alrighty guys.I must say,first of all,thank you for the responses on the Italy wig journal entry.All suggestions were very helpful,and I managed to get a good one.I bought it the other day,so it should be arriving shortly

I just need one more thing to get help with,and that should be it.I'll do the rest on my own,and finally be ready for Anime Boston.I'll be cosplay Jasdero from D.Gray Man.I've got most of the costume done by now,except for the pants.The evil,and glorious pants.They are sadly out of my sewing capabilities...Does anyone know where I can buy them,perhaps,for a relatively cheap-ish price.Or,would anyone like to make them for me,that again,won't cost me a lot of money? ;^; I'd appreciate it if anyone can help me out on this one,and I'll promise to stop spamming my journal entries with cosplay help stuff (at least for a while )

Let's just keep this short and simple,shall we?

I'm planning to cosplay Italy from Hetalia at Anime Boston this year.I'm having trouble finding a relatively cheap wig for him though,and was wondering if anyone is willing to help me out?I don't mind styling it myself,it's the color i'm having issues with.

I've searched on ebay multiple times,hoping to find a good one that's around $20-ish dollars,but no luck for some reason.So yeah,if anyone is willing to help,it'd be greatly appreciated!

Hey guys,i'm desperately in need of money,and I am willing to go over and beyond for it .___. It's painful,but you do what you gotta do.So please,please,PLEASE read this for me?

Alright,so i'm going to be posting things to sell this month and next month...yeah,for things that i'm going to be selling.If you're willing to buy anything,let me know.The first thing that's going to be sold is my old akatsuki cloak.I got a new one for my b-day,thanks to the wonderful and so there's no need for the old one.It's a small size.I also removed the broken zipper and replaced it with velcrow to close it up.I don't know a good price to sell it for,and i'd love your opinions.$30?$20?Or best offer...

I am also going to be doing cosplay commisions and such.If you tell me a costume you'd like for me to make,I can make it for you and ship it out to you.I'll shoot for a reasonable fee,but note,I do need to make some money here.More than likely,it won't be terribly expensive.

If anyone is willing to accept art commisions,that'd be great too.I'm trying my hardest to improve my artwork,i'll post examples later.But basically,if you guys have any requests,let me know.I really do need money....

Hey guys!Happy New Year!Hope this year will be better than the last.Still....2009 is over already?Crazy shit,crazy shit.It seemed like such a short year,but then again,every year seems long until it's over.Weird how that works out...

Well,I had a GREAT new year's eve....from what I can remember at least XD haha.Yeah,my parents let me drink this year...and well...I partied a little too hard Oh well,it was still a really fun time.I'm battling an epic hangover right now,and starting to sew my Italy cosplay.

Spent New year's with my buddies and we had a super great time.We went to Joanne Fabrics and bought a lot of fabric. ;^; I was in a Switzerland money-saving mood. $18 spent?!?1?!!?Oh gosh,I almost had a heart attack lol.Then we went to my place and sewed for a few hours.Bailey,I shall try my bestest to sew this costume 030 I was watching,I swear.But...no promises?It'll freaking suck if I screw up.More money will be spent *cry*